M E R I D I A N M A G A Z I N E
The
Highest and Holiest Purpose
By C.S. Bezas
Oftentimes in the classroom we might struggle to maintain our footing within our duties. The opposition can be tremendous to what we are about. Whether it is the pull from our own challenges outside of the classroom or whether it's the unthinking, sudden tugs from our students, teaching can sometimes nearly topple us. Especially when a teacher is an early morning seminary teacher, things can appear particularly taut in the middle of the night.
Some early morning seminary
instructors arise at 3:30 a.m. every morning of the
week to get ready, drive to the seminary classroom,
and set up their materials before the students arrive.
This effort doesn't include the time spent away from
family for the lesson prep the night before!
Even so, each day when those students arrive, it is
imperative that we as teachers drop our own personal
struggles so that we face our students clear-headed.
No matter that the spouse may have just lost his job.
No matter that the seminary teacher's own child may
currently have rejected the gospel in a myriad of
ways. No matter that the health of an aging parent
appears directed towards death. A seminary teacher's
most important job while in front of his students
is to focus his thoughts on the needs of the students
and to allow the Lord to carry the teacher's burden
during that classroom time. It becomes a sacrifice
most sacred to the One who cares.
What particularly can be difficult during all this
is when the students appear to reject the offerings
the teacher extends to them. From the variety of letters
and email I periodically receive, it is quite something
to hear of the love you have for your students, in
spite of the periodic challenge of working with them.
Some students struggle so deeply to grasp the bigger
picture.
For example, one teacher writes:
I have one young man who will do anything to win, and I mean anything. He cheats incessantly! I stopped [using] competition. The first thing I tried was getting everyone to help everyone find their scripture mastery. He slammed down his book and wouldn't participate, because we "all" were going to be winners.
The next time we did a SM game, I had divided my students into teams and there was just going to be a small treat for all who finished (this was to be a practice for a test later in the week for missionary week). About one minute into the activity, one of the groups told me he and his team were cheating (my class president was on the team). I took his books and stuff away, did everything but a pat-down to him, and at the end of class he proudly announced that he was hiding his cards and that I hadn't found them.
I team-teach with another sister and [when] he was losing on Thursday he slammed his stuff to the desk and said the game was stupid. Unfortunately he is much of a leader and very popular among the other youth. Can you see where this is going?
My heart goes out to this teacher. Scripture mastery games are commonly used tools within the seminary classroom. Oftentimes they are timed games to help stimulate interest. Most students seem to relish "chasing" against themselves or even against other teams in an effort to better their speed in finding important scriptures.
But within nearly every
classroom there seems to be a few students who struggle
with competition in one form or another. Typically,
I myself avoid competitive games, just like the seminary
teacher above. But just as she might still need to
use team games for certain purposes, I will, too.
So what does one do when a student or two struggles
within that paradigm?
Of course, the answers to that could be many. But
it behooves us to remember why we are in the classroom
in the first place.
The Highest and
Holiest Purpose
It is oft repeated within the Church that there is
no greater call than that of a teacher. In fact, isn't
that even what parents are — teachers of the
most potent kind? We are to be mentors, teachers in
fact, for our own children. Teaching is as integral
to the kingdom on earth as a heart is to a functioning
body. Remove teaching and what do you have left?
Thus, to those working in the seminary classroom,
remembering the essential nature of teaching moments
can be fuel enough to push us past the periodic potholes
and insistent speed impediments that we face (either
before we arrive at the actual classroom or once we're
there). Elder Jeffrey R. Holland stated:
To teach effectively and to feel you are succeeding is demanding work indeed. But it is worth it. We can receive “no greater call.” … For each of us to “come unto Christ,” to keep His commandments and follow His example back to the Father, is surely the highest and holiest purpose of human existence. To help others do that as well — to teach, persuade, and prayerfully lead them to walk that path of redemption also — surely that must be the second most significant task in our lives. Perhaps this is why President David O. McKay once said, “No greater responsibility can rest upon any man [or woman], than to be a teacher of God's children” (Ensign, May 1998, 25).
When we remember our purpose, this can fuel us toward another day that might be brighter and feel more rewarding. And we are not alone. We do not do this alone (or at least, we shouldn't). In 3 Nephi 8:24 we read: "Hold up your light that it may shine unto the world. Behold I am the light which ye shall hold up — that which ye have seen me do."
The more we focus on
holding up Christ as the Light, rather than ourselves,
the more fitted we become for this high and holy purpose.
The more we read our scriptures, the more strength
we will have to face another day in the classroom,
because we will have been taught what Christ did and
does.
Any gospel teacher will tell you that there are more
than just bleak days in the classroom. In fact, there
are many sparkling days in a year of seminary moments.
These are the many delightful days indeed wherein
we teach God's children and they seem to grasp the
importance of the moment. That moment when the "light"
goes on in a student's eyes defines the true meaning
of a miracle.
How could one distill
that down to normal words? I think it would be difficult
to do so. The moment when a student lingers behind
after class with a simple "thank you" speaks
volumes to what he or she might want to say, but is
at a loss to express. These moments are irreplaceable.
They help elevate the otherwise more challenging ones
to a more even terrain.
Our work as teachers and leaders of youth is to join
hands with the Lord himself as we strive to lead His
children home. Much as Lehi motioned for his family
to join him at the Tree of Life, so too do we extend
a hand to our students so that they may partake of
gospel fruit. But we need to remind ourselves that
as it was anciently, so too is it today. Not all were
willing to heed the apostle Paul. A portion of Lehi's
sons rejected his words. Even some who knew Christ
rejected Him whilst He was among them!
To Consistently
Hold Forth the Light of this World
Our job is not to henpeck or criticize the numbers
of those who seem not to listen or respond to us.
We are to keep serving and loving as the seminary
teacher mentioned above did. Our job is to consistently
hold forth the Light of this World and invite all
to receive it. Being called as a teacher, missionary,
or evangelist in some fashion does not guarantee absolute
success; but turning it all over to the Lord will
do more to ensure success than any other thing.
As we remind ourselves that as teachers we function
in the highest and holiest of purposes, perhaps it
will help us get through the periodic student disappointments,
the less-sleep-than-we'd-prefer days, and the overall
challenging moments we sometimes face inside (or outside)
the classroom. Truly, this calling of "teacher"
is a high and holy one with mighty purpose. May the
Lord bless us to serve well, in spite of the insistent
speed bumps and periodic potholes we stumble over
and through.