“At
length I came to the conclusion that I must either remain in
darkness and confusion, or else I must do as James directs,
that is, ask of God. I at length came to the determination to
‘ask of God,’ concluding that if he gave wisdom to them that
lacked wisdom, and would give liberally, and not upbraid, I
might venture. So, in accordance with this,
my determination to ask of God, I retired to the woods to make
the attempt. It was on the morning of a beautiful, clear day,
early in the spring of eighteen hundred and twenty. It was the
first time in my life that I had made such an attempt, for amidst
all my anxieties I had never as yet made the attempt to pray
vocally.
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To
Satan, Joseph was not an obscure farm boy, but the mighty
prophet of the Restoration. |
“After I
had retired to the place where I had previously designed to
go, having looked around me, and finding myself alone, I kneeled
down and began to offer up the desires of my heart to God. I
had scarcely done so, when immediately I was seized upon by
some power which entirely overcame me, and had such an astonishing
influence over me as to bind my tongue so that I could not speak.
Thick darkness gathered around me, and it seemed to me for a
time as if I were doomed to sudden destruction.
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Lone
crow flies away from the Sacred Grove. |
“But, exerting
all my powers to call upon God to deliver me out of the power
of this enemy which had seized upon me, and at the very moment
when I was ready to sink into despair and abandon myself to
destruction—not to an imaginary ruin, but to the power of some
actual being from the unseen world, who had such marvelous power
as I had never before felt in any being—just at this moment
of great alarm, I saw a pillar of light exactly over my head,
above the brightness of the sun, which descended gradually until
it fell upon me.
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Light
bursts forth into the Sacred Grove. |
“It no sooner
appeared than I found myself delivered from the enemy which
held me bound. When the light rested upon me I saw two Personages,
whose brightness and glory defy all description, standing above
me in the air. One of them spake unto me, calling me by name
and said, pointing to the other—This is My Beloved Son. Hear
Him!
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When walking through the Sacred Grove one
feels the warmth and radiant influence of the sun. |
“My object
in going to inquire of the Lord was to know which of all the
sects was right, that I might know which to join. No sooner,
therefore, did I get possession of myself, so as to be able
to speak, than I asked the Personages who stood above me in
the light, which of all the sects was right (for at this time
it had never entered into my heart that all were wrong)—and
which I should join.
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Massive
roots of this beech tree nurture the tiny maple saplings. |
“I was answered
that I must join none of them, for they were all wrong; and
the Personage who addressed me said that all their creeds were
an abomination in his sight; that those professors were all
corrupt; that: ‘they draw near to me with their lips, but their
hearts are far from me, they teach for doctrines the commandments
of men, having a form of godliness, but they deny the power
thereof.’
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Placing
the camera at kneeling level shows a tangle of young maple. |
“He again
forbade me to join with any of them; and many other things did
he say unto me, which I cannot write at this time. When I came
to myself again, I found myself lying on my back, looking up
into heaven. When the light had departed, I had no strength;
but soon recovering in some degree, I went home. And as I leaned
up to the fireplace, mother inquired what the matter was. I
replied, ‘Never mind, all is well—I am well enough off.’ I
then said to my mother, ‘I have learned for myself that Presbyterianism
is not true.’ It seems as though the adversary was aware, at
a very early period of my life, that I was destined to prove
a disturber and an annoyer of his kingdom; else why should the
powers of darkness combine against me? Why the opposition and
persecution that arose against me, almost in my infancy?”
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Close
up of the ground and branches of the forest floor. |
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