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The
Peacegiver
A
Merciful Question
Chapter 12
By
James L. Ferrell
An
excerpt from The Peacegiver, published by Deseret Book.
Rick
found himself with his grandfather on a hillside over- looking
a vast valley plain. Behind him rose foothills that developed into
a substantial mountain range a few miles in the distance. Below
him spread a great city that rose from the banks of a large river
some fifteen miles away and spread from there in all directions.
The congested center area of the city, in and of itself at least
ten miles square and surrounded by a large wall, was filled with
whitish homes and buildings that appeared to be stacked nearly on
top of each other, they were so close. Narrow, winding roads cut
paths through the whitewashed structures. A number of much larger
buildings, governmental in nature, Rick surmised, broke the boxy
monotony of the lesser structures.
In
the center and toward the river rose a building many times larger
than any other. Rick couldn’t tell because of the distance, but
the base of this immense building looked to be a squat pyramid that
itself rose above the other buildings, forming a massive foundation
for the magnificent temple-like structure that rested upon it.
The
city gradually decreased in density in all directions but continued
as far as Rick could see on his side of the river. The outer areas
eventually melded into farms, with homes and other buildings clustered
here and there among harvested fields. The fields nearer Rick lay
dry and burnt under the scorching sun, but in the distance, nearer
the river, the ground still danced with color.
“So
this is Nineveh,” Rick said matter-of-factly.
“Yes,
the great city,” his grandfather responded. “The river beyond is
the Tigris. We’re about 230 miles north of present-day Baghdad, 550 miles northeast of Jerusalem.38
“Look,”
his grandfather said, pointing to their right.
Rick
stepped forward to see beyond a boulder that was blocking his view.
About twenty yards away stood a makeshift lean-to. A man was seeking
shelter within it, mostly unsuccessfully, as there was little vegetation
around them with which to fill in the cracks between sticks. A vine
that grew up the sides and stretched over the top of the booth was
withered and dying. “Jonah?” Rick asked.
“Yes.
He climbed to this spot after preaching to the Ninevites as he had
been commanded to do. ‘Forty days,’ he told them, ‘and you will
be destroyed unless you repent.’39 He repeated his warning over
the days and weeks that followed, the announced date of calamity
marching ever nearer. Jonah liked delivering that message, Ricky,
for he was eager for the Ninevites’ destruction. The worse they
and their prospects were, the happier it made him feel. He enjoyed
his role as ‘prophet.’ But to his surprise and chagrin, the Ninevites
repented and the Lord withdrew his sentence.
“Yesterday
was the fortieth day from Jonah’s initial warning. He has spent
the last twenty-four hours demanding that the Lord follow through
on his initial word and destroy the Ninevites. Jonah remains on
this hillside to witness that hoped-for destruction.”
“But
the Lord doesn’t destroy them.”
“No,
Ricky, he doesn’t. And Jonah’s story is about to end right here
on this hill, with an angry Jonah baking under those sticks, and
the Lord waiting for an answer to a question.”
“What
question?”
Grandpa
Carson smiled. “A question that was intended as much for you and
for me as for Jonah.”
“What
do you mean?”
“The
book of Jonah ends with a question, a question the Lord asks of
Jonah. But the scriptural record stops before Jonah answers. Jonah’s
answer is omitted because his answer is important only to Jonah.
The question remains for us unanswered, as the Lord poses it to
each reader anew. The Lord now asks that question of you, Ricky.
And your answer—today, and in every moment hereafter—will determine
whether you will remain gripped by despair or find your way to joy.”
“What’s
the question?” Rick asked with more urgency.
“‘Should
not I spare Nineveh?’”40
That’s
it? Rick wondered. “I’m not seeing the profundity, Grandpa. What
am I missing?”
“You
are missing Carol, my boy. And four children whose pains you do
not know.”
These
words took Rick’s breath away more fully than the scorching east
wind that suddenly engulfed him.
“I
want to show you something,” Grandpa Carson said, walking over to
pick up a small stick that lay a few feet from them. Having retrieved
it, he returned to where Rick was standing and squatted to the earth.
“There
is something about the Jonah story that you should know,” he said,
digging the stick deep enough through the sand to preserve the words
despite the wind. After he had finished he said, “Look at this.”
He
had written the following:
1.
The Lord commands Jonah to preach against the wicked Ninevites.
2. Jonah sins, not wanting Nineveh to be saved.
3. Jonah repents and the Lord saves Jonah.
3. Nineveh repents and the Lord saves Nineveh.
2. Jonah sins, not wanting Nineveh to be saved.
- The Lord asks Jonah a question: Should not I spare
Nineveh?
“This,
Ricky, is the story of Jonah. Do you notice anything about it?”
“Yes.
The elements of the story repeat themselves in reverse order. It’s
a chiasm—an ordering structure prevalent in Hebrew writing.”
“Very
good, Ricky,” said his grandfather, obviously impressed. “I didn’t
know about chiasms until I came here,” he said—referring, Rick surmised,
to the hereafter, and not specifically to the hill above Nineveh.
“Then
you know, Ricky,” he continued, “that chiastic writings differ from
linear writings in this respect: Chiastic passages point inward,
to the center. The end of a chiastic story is not so much the end
as it is an invitation to consider the center anew. With that in
mind, let’s think about the chiasm’s closing element, the Lord’s
question, ‘Should not I spare Nineveh?’ What do you notice in the
center?”
“Well,
in both of the center elements the Lord delivered salvation. First
he saved Jonah, and then he saved Nineveh.”
“Exactly.
The Lord saved Jonah and Nineveh alike, and on the same terms—repentance.
So if Jonah’s answer to the Lord’s question is, ‘No, the Ninevites,
who you have saved, shouldn’t be saved,’ who, then, by implication,
must also not be saved?”
“Jonah,”
Rick answered, almost in a whisper. His mind raced trying to put
the pieces together. “You’re saying that if Jonah can’t be happy
at the thought of Nineveh’s salvation, then he makes himself unworthy
of salvation.”
“Yes.
Or perhaps I would put it this way: Jonah is already unworthy of
salvation, as is Nineveh. No one merits it. Salvation is an act
of mercy. The Lord poses his question in terms of mercy for Nineveh,
but mercy for Nineveh is no longer in question. The mercy that remains
in question is mercy for Jonah. The implication of the Lord’s question
is this: Mercy can be extended only to those who are willing to
extend it themselves.
“The
Lord’s question to Jonah is the same one he posed in the parable
of the unmerciful servant, whose debt the lord—his master—had forgiven:
‘Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant,
even as I had pity on thee?’ the lord asked. ‘And his lord was wroth,’
the Savior taught, ‘and delivered him to the tormentors. . . . So
likewise,’ the Savior continued, ‘shall my heavenly Father do also
unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother
their trespasses.’”41
Rick’s
shoulders slumped a little as he considered his marriage in light
of what his grandfather was saying.
“It’s
no accident, Ricky, that the very center statement of the book of
Jonah, which appears in the middle of the center elements of the
chiasm, with twenty-four verses preceding it and twenty-three verses
following, reads: ‘They that observe lying vanities forsake their
own mercy.’42 Jonah sits in that booth observing lying vanities:
He has forgotten his own prior sin; he has forgotten the mercy extended
to him by the mariners, who tried to spare him even when they knew
he was the cause of their troubles; he has forgotten the ultimate
mercy of the Lord, who delivered him even though he didn’t deserve
it; and he is therefore blind to his own ‘Nineveh-ness’—to how he,
himself, is Nineveh. Failing to see mercifully, his heart, mind,
and eyes are lying to him. All he can see is that he is ‘right,’
‘entitled,’ ‘deserving.’ Observing ‘lying vanities,’ he is in danger
of ‘forsaking his own mercy.’ And feeling no personal mercy, he
is locked in despair.
“Which
leads me to this question, Ricky: Is there any way that you are
forgetting your own sins? Any way that you are failing to remember
mercies that Carol has showed you? Any way that you are forgetting
the Lord? Any way that you have become blind to your own ‘Nineveh-ness’?
Any way that you persist in feeling entitled?
“Your
escape from despair lies in your answer to these questions.”
© 2004 Meridian
Magazine. All Rights Reserved.
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